How do I push through?
I created this account at 33, I’m 38 now and let me tell you I have been through it in between those years. When is enough actually enough? I feel like it’s easier to stay and be miserable than to move on. Been with my husband since we were younger, we just got married last year (not me thinking an extravagant wedding would change him…eye roll). Yet again I found out the other day he is still the shady old self that I have grew to just deal with and I’m sick of it!!! I hate feeling that knot in the pit of my stomach when everything unfolds. I hate all of it and now I hate him. I think I hated him for years but dealt with it because of convenience. We own an established business, have kids, animals, shared accounts and finances. How do I do this? Where do I start? At this time he is sleeping on the couch and we are telling the kids the bed makes his back hurt so that’s why he is staying downstairs. I’m not okay and I’m terrified I am going to give in again.
4 comments posted: Tuesday, December 26th, 2023
