The pain.
Caught him 2 weeks today in a carpark with her.
He had to admit he'd been cheating despite swearing on kids lives he wasn't. Despite holding me as I cried saying please leave if you don't love me anymore. He said he wanted to stay.
He got his friends to cover for him while they had sex in hotel and showed me the texts to 'make me feel better'
He shouted at me for being paranoid blamed my medication for my thoughts telling me it was the side effects of the new meds. Accused me of following him on the 31st dec when he was meant to be at work but he'd booked a days leave. He would never book a single days leave for me or the children amd always had excises why he wouldn't.
I can't stand the pain. I can't believe he did this to us. He's still woth her and it's killing me.
34 comments posted: Friday, February 14th, 2025
